hai..is it me?.. or them?.. im so confused..

why is it.. the guy ive bin wanting is infront of me..

offering all the things dat my other man didnt give..

the love..much attention..care..respect..

cant ask for more..but why cant i love this person..

is it rili me?..  i dunnoe.. im confused..rili

haii...im half crazy..  i hate it...

pipol ask me if im inlove..my god i dont knoe wat to say..

cant say yes cant say no.. but ders one thing i knoe..

im hapi..cause he stil love me..even he knoes that i cnt give the love he wants..

but em i doin too much?...... but for me..

he's very very important  ..and god knoes that.. even him..

im so thankful to have him..but mybe sumday..i can give the love he's bin waitin..

whaaaaa!!!!!.... love you baby..

waaahhh.. after 2days na nde umuuwi.. at puro alak sa gabi..wah sarap ng redhrse pero taena..

1st time ko sumuka kgbi!! na red horse ang ininom ko!!.. waaahhh basag..kea mdme din nde

ineexpct na nanyre...[ yn ang cnsbe ko sau,,sbhin ko sau] hahahah..basag kme ni karl potah..sbe nga

namin mdmeng nggwa ako redhrse smin... tama ba?.. yan ang nggwa ng red hrse smin dlawa..hmm?..

bkit kea??.. waaahhh bsta nkakagulat amfness.. sa tagal tagal..bglang nanyre p un!!!  ayy pochaa...

nkakatawa nlng...hahaha!!...eniwei,,,   haii..im bored.. gs2 ko umalis..lgi ko pa din naiisp si kupal...

[HE'S ALL I WANT]... wla lng.. i knoe in time.. ergh... wateber!!...  haiii...  sembreak na ang saya.

sana pti grades ko ikatuwa ko din diba?!!.... waaahhh..yoko na kasi umulit noh,,, amfness!! hehehe..

anywei... mis ko si b1..lalo na si dudong...  waahhh shit .. ok im out..                                

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its me and you now..ive been w8n think if im gona mke dat move!!.. hehe

adik sa song..newwei..haba ng hair koh.. aion..

mis ko na si keem.. sbra... tsk tsk tsk!!...sana uwi na sia dis december..

aion.. bout sa skul.. hai mgulo brkda..tsk tsk!!

bout sa lovelife..hahhhaa!!taae!!! no comment!!

bout sa nightlyf.. haha!!...kupal !!!tae!! nver nko bblik ng formula!!

tae pla dun shit!! kng alm ko lng!! hahaha..haiii tinamad nko dme kasi ngtetext eh!!

hahahaha!!!!!!  im out!!!                           eSsA

haii.. its june 2 na.. nd summer is juz over!!

i still wana go out for an overnyt swiming with justin!!!

and of course with my besfren with his ex na prang gf pa din..

prng kme ni juz hahaha!! watever!!!

eniwei...i dont knoe how will i feel about this coming june..i min starting of classes na!!

nd we have this chemisrty subjct  nd the fuckshit schedule that we have for this sem!!

whew!!...well i dont have any problems with my schedule on saturdays even though its

up to 7 in the evening,,kasi susunnduin nmn ako lgi ni justin.. hahaha

well as of now..sulitin ko na toh dahil sa june 14 pa class ko hehe!!

eniwei kamusta nman ung new pic ko hahahah!!!

haiii.. summer was just starting and my money starts to drain!!..

whoo!! that's too fast???!!. its because i prefer to get a cab instead of

riding the jeep!!

hahaha!!..eh bkit ba i have my money with me!!.. lolz!! kya yun.. eniwei!

what about this summer??.. have many plans but either one of them

eh wla pa nggwa hahah!!.. plan to go to beach but i think ill do it next summer!!..

to have a summer job,, whew!! still dont have resume which is my fault coz

i dnt give a time to it!! hehe.. but i knoe i have to!!.. hahaha uhm plan to go to

enchanted kingdom,, but whose gonna come with me,, dme kasi nagaaya,,eh

puro aya wla nmn gawa.. ergh im just waitin' !! ngayon cguro im not in the state of

boredom hahah kasi my tito from l.a is still here kaya we always go out..

pero ilang days

nalang he'll come back there, whaa!! eniwei i forgot one of my plans in

this summer!!... which is actually i have to learn!! ...............DRIVING!!..  

whooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!1............... coz last summer my cousin

stop teaching me how to drive

kya ngaun kelangan matuto nko!!  haha,,im 18 now!!

eniwei.. as of now im excited for our outing on saturday!!  heheh!!..

gotta bounce!!..